sometimes i wish i am not so transparent/real/honest - whatever term that one may like to use.
i do think i have quite a high level of self awareness - but it ends there. i don't "tamper" with what i know. the brighter/more streetsmart folks will probably "adjust" their behaviour -- for a "more positive" outcome.
I am, unfortunately, an extremely open book. one key reason i will not go far in the corporate world.
when someone says something that is superfluous, unconstructive, "empty" -- my "displeasure" shows -- it is written all over my face and my eyes especially!!! i can't stop them from rolling!! LOLOLOLOLOL/
corporate world aside -- even in my personal world - i can be too honest.
i know i should just nod my head, smile, make some equally superfluous comment when someone says something that i would like to roll my eyes at. but i can't bring myself to do it. i am so irritated by myself at times. i have told myself to try harder. and i will!! i must practice not to be so literal and real. seriously. being a hypocrite sometimes goes a long way to keeping peace!!!