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Sunday, January 13, 2013

Y do I torture myself??

I wonder when I will ever feel at 'ease' driving and also driving solo!?!??

I have driven solo a few times since dad got an auto car a few weeks ago. If it was still the old manual car I don't think I would even entertain the thot of driving solo!! Haha !! That's how I dread Driving solo.

But I get really stressed by the driving ... Especially in the expressway ... My palms get sweaty!!!! I honestly hardly ever feel so stressed.

I try to practice by driving the routes with hubbie before I go alone ... Including parking etc ... But like today ... There was an unexpected happening - te car park was closed for some reason and u had to find alternative..... Stress level notched up again!!! Aiyo seriously .... Y did I bother learning to drive?? Heehee.

But knowing myself - I will not 'avoid' driving juz becos I dun like it ... In fact I will most probably 'force' myself to practice more and push myself to do it. Sadist or what ??!??!! Haizzz.

Thank God everything went smoothly today!! Hope it gets better soon....

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Happy 15th Wedding Anniversary!

10th Jan 2013 -- 15 years as a team.

the initial years as we forge the way ahead together were tough. Thank God those days are behind us. the going can still get a lil' rough after 15 years, but it's much better. heehee.

Hubbie likes to remind me that we are a "Team" -- especially when i am giving him a hard time ;p he will remind me that the "enemy" is not within!! hahaha.

Admittedly, i can be a "challenging" team member but i do remind myself (whenever i am rational!!) to be as "supportive" a team member as possible -- and to put the team's interest first so that the team can flourish :)  Of course, i'd like to see myself as a able helper too -- the able assistant that helps leader to succeed and one that the leader cannot do without.

I may not do it as well as i intend to, but i will try. :)

Actions speak louder than words. But i suppose what is written is a commitment, my commitment to the journey ahead of us.  And i am reminded of the verbal commitment which I made 15 years ago.

 "Don't ask me to leave you and turn back. Wherever you go, I will go; wherever you live, I will live. Your people will be my people, and your God will be my God."


Happy 15th Anniversary Dear !!